Anonymous asked: chai and kai are lucky queers to have you! keep being femme and beautiful
In all honesty, I’m the one who is a lucky queer and feel thankful every day that I have them in my life.
Anonymous asked: Once upon a time I saw a girl and she was so sexy I wanted to keep her for myself for forever and ever and that girl was you. (A story and a compliment all in one)
This must be my sweet boifriend. <3
Anonymous asked: In response to your morning post, I just want you to know that I love the beauty and diversity on your blog!! My partner and I were looking at it together last night and were so turned on that we had great sex. It's true! Just last night.
I love love love this. Thank you for sharing it with me. :)
Anonymous asked: I'm sorry you're feeling unwanted and having a bad day. But I wanted to say I really love your blog. It's awesome and so are you. Hope your day goes better
Thank you! <3
I woke up feeling unwanted this morning. I guess sometimes that just happens.
As a remedy, dear tumblrettes, I would suggest doing the following:
- tell me a funny story
- compliment me
- flirt with me
- distract me
- give me orgasms
I am not a skinny girl trapped in a fat body. My body is not “extra weight” or over my allotted allowance of size that I was meant to be. I am fat and probably always will be fat.
I have given up on the fantasy. The fantasy of having a different body. The fantasy of being thin. I used to have this reoccurring daydream that I was granted any wish I wanted, and my first one was to be thin and have long hair. Or anytime I saw a flat stomach, I would spend days thinking what it would be like if that was my body.
Now I can draw my own form without looking and don’t project other people’s bodies on my own. I feel like I am finally a tidy package, instead of this tall, fat, awkward disjointed person that I used to be. It took years for me to stop seeing myself as a potential thin person. To stop sucking it in and squinting at the mirror to see what I thought I wanted to see. Now I look at myself naked and I feel like a whole person. I feel like every inch of my body belongs to me and this is what I am supposed to fucking look like.
I love everything about these.